Seeing my life through tears

Last weekend I enjoyed & endured another weekend of my shamanic healing course.

It included an introduction to family constellation work. I need to add we are not being trained to hold constellations- we are experiencing a number of different approaches to help us weave together our own understanding.

I have NO experience of this work at all, but happily put myself down as volunteer, all experiences are an opportunity to grow after all.

Various members of the group were chosen to represent me, family members, emotions that are expressed within my family.

I sat silently (weeping) and watched my family dynamic play out before my eyes.

I gave no direction, no advice, would probably have been incapable of saying anything.

Yet these people seemed to express- with body & words exactly what I knew to be true about myself, and my family.

I saw the best and worst of myself, physically illustrated by people standing up and feeling drawn to express the two emotions that dominate my life.